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Make pretty later maybe? Probably not

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From:

infinitemist

I can tell he's trying. He got upset during our conversation for... some reason regarding another demon. I guess he had vendettas against the two demons above him, but he didn't make a move to attack even though he looked like he wanted to. He told me a little about his life as a human as well. He's had several chances to kill me while I'm weak, but he hasn't taken them and indulged my questions on top of that.

[ He sighs and shakes his head. ]

I haven't forgiven or forgotten, and apparently neither has he. He's indicated that his care for us is his part of his penitence for all the lives he's taken. Knowing that my brother would have wanted me protected is the only reason I can accept that as a way to make up for loss. But it's probably never going to really feel like enough, and that's just something he'll have to live with.

But unless something is done to make him cease being a threat to humans just by virtue of his existence, I won't lower my guard.

From:

namuthing

Yeah, me neither...

[It's so weird to think about, just... living with a demon like they are. It's not something Genya can outright question, given that one of his seniors sanctioned it. It's comforting to know that Muichiro has his guard up, but still. It all feels wrong.]

Guess he isn't so bad to keep around. Regular source of demon flesh means I get to stay at the top of my game. Even if I look dumb as hell while doing it.

From:

infinitemist

[ Dumb isn't the adjective he'd use. He can't deny how useful Genya's ability is even if the thought of doing that himself made his skin crawl. ]

I think the part about this that's the most strange is that we have a common enemy with him. That thing in the forest.

We've really been dropped from one problem to another, it seems.

From:

namuthing

[Oh, don't get him wrong, it's a very helpful ability. He just looks dumb with some of Akaza's traits, that's all.]

Yeah, maybe. But we'd be bored without something to do, don't you think? I mean... I don't think I'm really made for peace and happiness anymore.

[Pretty fucked up to think about.]

From:

infinitemist

I wouldn't either. I've already been struggling somewhat.

[ It's... a little sad if he lingers on that too long. ]

I guess we'll have to figure out how to adjust once all of this is over.

From:

namuthing

I mean. At least you won't be alone.

[Genya finds himself smiling gently at Muichiro... before realizing what the fuck he's saying. His ears start to warm at the tips all over again.]

I-I mean. Because you have Rengoku. And, uh - other people! Them too.

From:

infinitemist

[ He can't help but smile at Genya. He's trying not to laugh, if only for the sake of not making Genya fret more, but the other boy has a way of making him happy. ]

Of course, but I'm happy to have you too, you know. It'll be nice to spend time together where I'm not whacking you with a glorified stick.

From:

namuthing

Uh. Me?

[Out of respect for Muichiro, he doesn't burst into a bout of cruel laughter. The sentiment does settle rather oddly within his chest, though. He really isn't all that special.]

I mean. I'm happy to hang around, if that's what you want. But you don't have to worry about me, if that's what this is about.

From:

infinitemist

Yeah you? Friends remember. I do like being around you.

[ And he does worry for him. But there's something about learning to live life without a threat looming over them... it would be better to have someone to adjust to that with, he thinks. ]

You and Senjuro are the closest to my age, too. I like the others but I should make friends my own age.

[ He's poking a bit of fun there. ]

From:

namuthing

R-right. Friends.

[He's... gotta get used to that, huh.]

Yeah, I guess so. Should probably hang out with Senjuro more myself. If I don't scare him off.

[He blinks...]

Wait, are you callin' me old?

From:

infinitemist

No, I was counting you as being in my age group.

[ Were you not listening, Genya? ]

Though I guesd you are the oldest of our group.

[ He sighs ]

Though as far as Senjuro goes... he calls me "Mister Tokito" so I think I have a ways to go there.

From:

namuthing

Oh. Well. Good, then.

[Ugh, he's so awkward, fucking kill him.]

Rengoku raised him way too polite. I barely convinced him to go into the bar with me to steal some bottles for target practice.

From:

infinitemist

You could have just asked the person in charge?

[ Why would you need to steal them..? You are a mystery Genya. ]

I usually use my origami if I need something to cut up.

From:

namuthing

You really think an adult is going to give a kid liquor??

[Meanwhile Luca, giving cider and wine to anyone over 15.]

It's not... cutting for me. So I don't think paper would work as well, y'know? I have to do it outside, so it would probably just blow away.

From:

infinitemist

You don't need liquor. You need the bottle. You'd just be repurposing what they aren't going to use.

[ He hums at the note about the paper. He guesses with demons mostly off the table, Genya would stop using his sword as much, huh. ]

You could potentially make a few targets out of wood... those would be more durable than glass.

From:

namuthing

True, but I didn't think the guy would believe it. If I were a bartender and a kid came sniffing around for even bottles, I'd be suspicious.

[With how pathetic he feels using the sword, especially with so many accomplished people in close proximity, there's no way he's been comfortable using it in the open. There's a reason he typically practices at night, after all.]

Guess I could. Could also grab one from the dojo, if I didn't think I would get my ass handed to me.

From:

infinitemist

I think you're overcomplicating this...

[ He's pretty sure given the whole evil forest entity no one would mind providing targets. ]

If you told them what you want the bottles for I'm sure they'd believe you. Why would you get your ass handed to you?

From:

namuthing

I meant if I took one of the training dummies. Think the demon and Rengoku would be pissed if I shot one up, y'know.

[Just ignoring the bottle conversation now. He's embarrassed...]

From:

infinitemist

Possibly. Those certainly weren't designed for bullets. They may have a good idea for what could be used as an alternative, though.

[ Personally he thinks a painted wooden target would probably be easiest, but genya will be genya. ]

From:

namuthing

[Genya promptly wrinkles his nose.]

So what? You mean I have to go and grovel and ask for permission?

From:

infinitemist

Groveling and asking a yes or no question are two very different things.

[ you're so nice how do you not understand this ]

From:

namuthing

... Are they?

[He's not nice!!!!

... he is so nice...]

From:

infinitemist

Grovelling implies a lack of dignity such as getting on your knees and begging. Just asking a question is not grovelling.

[ he gives Genya a gentle nudge ]

Besides, Rengoku was one of your superiors. He cares about you being safe enough to work with you.

From:

namuthing

I mean, I guess, but...

[He doesn't have any real reason to protest the idea. He's just... intimidated.]

I'll talk to him. Later, I mean.

[Friend time is now...]

Are you feeling any better?

From:

infinitemist

A bit yes. I think it's just eased because I'm not moving around now.

[ For Genya's sake he hopes it heals soon so he can stop fretting so much over him ]

... can I talk to you about... what the fake of my brother said?

[ He's hesitant. He doesn't want Genya to think lesser of him for being upset over something obviously fake, but... by the same token it still hurt. ]